Generally dis-satisfied with this illusion.

[kycahi]

My trouble is understanding when catalyst is presented to me, and then how to integrate it. I don't feel like I have a lot of intelligence.

Believe me, Wolf, if you really don't have a "lot" of intelligence, you have a lot of something(s) else that you can use instead. You are an avid reader of these threads so you know that some posts show a lot of "intelligence" and also show a lacking in one thing or another.

You have posted your share of good insights around here.

Here in 3D, catalysm is like the air we breathe. It's all around. When something triggers a reaction, we react to it. That leads us into experiences that serve the One, which means it serves ourselves. "Integration" just happens. Some of us choose to attempt (or force) conscious integration. That is merely a choice, but not necessary, IMHO.