Generally dis-satisfied with this illusion.

[Unbound]

It just seems to me you already have your method of experiencing and from the way you talk about it, it appears you feel you are on the most efficient path for you. You say you want to be challenged, but at the same time you are completely attached to your methodology. Maybe the challenge is in accepting that technique only gets you so far?

Ra: I am Ra. This is technique. This is not the heart. Let us examine the heart of evolution.Let us remember that we are all one. This is the great learning/teaching. In this unity lies love. This is a great learn/teaching. In this unity lies light. This is the fundamental teaching of all planes of existence in materialization. Unity, love, light, and joy; this is the heart of evolution of the spirit.

The second-ranking lessons are learn/taught in meditation and in service. At some point the mind/body/spirit complex is so smoothly activated and balanced by these central thoughts or distortions that thetechniques you have mentioned become quite significant. However, the universe, its mystery unbroken, is one. Always begin and end in the Creator, not in technique.

Maybe you just need to accept your own simplicity without needing others to adhere to that simplicity. You say you want to live and not learn anymore, yet contradict that intention with the desire to be challenged it seems. I don't know, I am trying not to peg you or project on to you and in any way possible keep my thoughts open and communicate two-ways but in all honesty I feel that sometimes you can be one-sided in your communications as well.

Forgive me if this is rude, I do not mean to insult, but it was something I noticed when we met and that it was fairly easy for you to ask to be included but you seemed to be genuinely surprised when I asked that it be reciprocated. You were comfortable asking others to work with you on your level, but the idea of working to the levels of others seemed to be something which you had no interest in. It seems to be kind of a one-way street that way, and maybe I am totally wrong and since our meeting was so short by all means I may have misapprehended you but while you were very friendly and engaging and we had some great discussion and experiences, all the while I felt that unless I approach you in a particular way that suits you, you would not be responsive or even have any interest in engaging me. I totally understand this, and I do not hold you with any less respect, I have lots of respect for you, but I admit I do find it confusing.

Sorry if I am way off, but those are my honest thoughts and we have agreed to honesty aha so there it is.