12-21-2013, 10:42 PM
I always say yes, but I wonder if its not so much pent up as the anger I do have I am not sure what to do with. Often it seems I am most angry about being angry which creates a spiral.
I think in some ways I have used the idea of pent up anger as a defense mechanism because it is something that can seem threatening to the average person and keep them at a distance. This was something that was very natural to me when I was a teenager but as I have gotten older and gone along my path I have noticed the mask more for what it really is. I have made excuses to hold on to certain negative energies because of my view of them as defensive measures or as part of a balancing mechanism. I am realizing that this is, in almost all cases, actually the reason I have experienced interference in the first place because these particular intentions create access ways in to my inner field.
It is interesting to think about, anyways aha
I think in some ways I have used the idea of pent up anger as a defense mechanism because it is something that can seem threatening to the average person and keep them at a distance. This was something that was very natural to me when I was a teenager but as I have gotten older and gone along my path I have noticed the mask more for what it really is. I have made excuses to hold on to certain negative energies because of my view of them as defensive measures or as part of a balancing mechanism. I am realizing that this is, in almost all cases, actually the reason I have experienced interference in the first place because these particular intentions create access ways in to my inner field.
It is interesting to think about, anyways aha