05-06-2010, 04:36 PM
Greetings to all. I've been MIA so to speak for a year and wished to revisit the forums and share what has transpired in the last year. I've since had 2 seperate knee surgeries that refused to heal correctly (one of which landed me in the hospital with a deep vein blood clot). I also developed problems from a prior abdominal surgery, which has apparently disrupted my capacity to learn chakras.
Needless to say, I'm functionally disabled, but I accept this and will continue my service as best I can. I don't see it as disabling, more than a different path to the same objectives. If I have to drag myself out to my garden and keep it going, then so be it
I also went through a stage of agnosticism/athiesm after having to listen to cult ministry teachings from a family member. But I'm back now, and shall forevermore dwell in the light and love of the Creator.
Even though I still know that I'm a Wanderer, I've yet to discover my purpose, which gnaws at me from time to time. I vaguely recall my past incarnations. One from Venus, one from pre-apocalyptic Lemuria, and one in Egypt (I believe in that order). I met another whom I related a story from our past in the outskirts of Egypt. Haven't heard a word from her since..
I was called Ptah'Ruk (Taruk ?)(it comes to mind when I think of ancient Egypt). I only remember it during a brief childhood. Venus on the other hand, has always been a place that my heart wishes to 'return back to'. I've read a few books about Lemuria (Mu), and it seems more like present than past to me. Along with seeing what they interpret the glyphs to mean and thinking 'no, that's not what they mean'.
To this day I am still unable to astrally project or use psychic abilities, although I'm sure they were prevalent in the first 2 of my 3 incarnations. I can feel my hands tingle with energy constantly, so I feel I will be working in a healer capacity at some point, and I'm patient.
I've read many articles about the events of 2012 and the Ascension/Harvest/Transformation and I'm thrilled to know of it. I live in the country which is usually quite dark at night, yet as I look around the hilltops and mountaintops, I can see a faint glow that resembles the glow of city lights, but I know it is the Earth itself beginning to glow from the transition.
The first time I saw the movie Avatar (last week), I remember getting all tingly and thinking 'I've seen luminated landscape like that!... somewhere..'. I rarely ever watch TV, so I'm thinking I have been through a transition before and I liked it so much that I wanted to do it again. I also remember the bond they had with their homeworld, and I remember a deep emotion of 'longing for that life again'.
Needless to say, I'm functionally disabled, but I accept this and will continue my service as best I can. I don't see it as disabling, more than a different path to the same objectives. If I have to drag myself out to my garden and keep it going, then so be it
I also went through a stage of agnosticism/athiesm after having to listen to cult ministry teachings from a family member. But I'm back now, and shall forevermore dwell in the light and love of the Creator.
Even though I still know that I'm a Wanderer, I've yet to discover my purpose, which gnaws at me from time to time. I vaguely recall my past incarnations. One from Venus, one from pre-apocalyptic Lemuria, and one in Egypt (I believe in that order). I met another whom I related a story from our past in the outskirts of Egypt. Haven't heard a word from her since..
I was called Ptah'Ruk (Taruk ?)(it comes to mind when I think of ancient Egypt). I only remember it during a brief childhood. Venus on the other hand, has always been a place that my heart wishes to 'return back to'. I've read a few books about Lemuria (Mu), and it seems more like present than past to me. Along with seeing what they interpret the glyphs to mean and thinking 'no, that's not what they mean'.To this day I am still unable to astrally project or use psychic abilities, although I'm sure they were prevalent in the first 2 of my 3 incarnations. I can feel my hands tingle with energy constantly, so I feel I will be working in a healer capacity at some point, and I'm patient.
I've read many articles about the events of 2012 and the Ascension/Harvest/Transformation and I'm thrilled to know of it. I live in the country which is usually quite dark at night, yet as I look around the hilltops and mountaintops, I can see a faint glow that resembles the glow of city lights, but I know it is the Earth itself beginning to glow from the transition.
The first time I saw the movie Avatar (last week), I remember getting all tingly and thinking 'I've seen luminated landscape like that!... somewhere..'. I rarely ever watch TV, so I'm thinking I have been through a transition before and I liked it so much that I wanted to do it again. I also remember the bond they had with their homeworld, and I remember a deep emotion of 'longing for that life again'.