01-18-2014, 06:18 PM
Sometimes I ponder "early man" in relation to the Ra material. First, when a female pairs with a male, and in early times they both probably were early teens, she would become "with child" and couldn't keep up with guys who went off hunting and gathering. After the child came, she had to nurse it and nurture it, so still staying behind. Therefore the women optimized themselves for home life and the men for hunting.
For men to succeed, they had to be able to run after game and away from predators and be aggressive under many conditions. This success bred such success in succeeding males and, ironically, women finding the aggressive behavior attractive in men also contributed to that genetic "success."
Now most of us are a long way from hunting and gathering, but we still have separate "roles," like it or not. In our Third Density we contribute to the One's experiencing Itself, so even a woman not getting how to be feminine yet avoid the wrong kinds of men is contributing to the experience pool.
Should you continue this experience forever then? Heck no, but for now you can accept that your experiencing the frustration you described is doing something useful even while it's time to experience improving yourself and getting this femininity right. I can't contribute to that, but I hope others will have ideas for you to try. If the suggestions in here don't resonate, set the goal of finding the right next step in your area or in another website.
I wish you good luck in the project.
For men to succeed, they had to be able to run after game and away from predators and be aggressive under many conditions. This success bred such success in succeeding males and, ironically, women finding the aggressive behavior attractive in men also contributed to that genetic "success."
Now most of us are a long way from hunting and gathering, but we still have separate "roles," like it or not. In our Third Density we contribute to the One's experiencing Itself, so even a woman not getting how to be feminine yet avoid the wrong kinds of men is contributing to the experience pool.
Should you continue this experience forever then? Heck no, but for now you can accept that your experiencing the frustration you described is doing something useful even while it's time to experience improving yourself and getting this femininity right. I can't contribute to that, but I hope others will have ideas for you to try. If the suggestions in here don't resonate, set the goal of finding the right next step in your area or in another website.
I wish you good luck in the project.