Jesus' response to mortally wounding his childhood friend: 'Thus the one known as Jesus became aware that there dwelt in him a terrible potential. This entity determined to discover how to use this energy for the good, not for the negative.'
I was thinking over the past few weeks now how unloving actions from the past energizes me to stream more will into balancing work and to doing my service(s) (lol fanatic). I mean, sitting here feeling ashamed and guilty is always an option (not the most positive way to interpret the catalyst)... and those are the aspect of self most needing the acceptance/forgiveness... yet it's possible to work thru them and get all pumped-up about life, too
I think there's value to making errors and to have this vague understanding of 'Harvest', even. It's like - OK now's the time, this is it, bring it on. If we don't know the 'terrible potential' within us, we won't be able to go beyond that veil within our minds to understand who we are. Once that's 'out', to me, there is more relief bc now I know what to do to correct the situation.
I was thinking over the past few weeks now how unloving actions from the past energizes me to stream more will into balancing work and to doing my service(s) (lol fanatic). I mean, sitting here feeling ashamed and guilty is always an option (not the most positive way to interpret the catalyst)... and those are the aspect of self most needing the acceptance/forgiveness... yet it's possible to work thru them and get all pumped-up about life, too
