The Frustration of Stagnancy

[Turtle]

I've been stagnant for over 4 years and such a state as bore much fruit in terms of my concious understanding of myself. Whilst I may despise the circumstance, it has been a fundamental necessity in digging into the depths of my mind.

I think you are confused about what it means to be stagnant in a greater sense. It's not about whether or not things are moving in your life in an external ONLY sense. If you are doing much work on self, through reading and reflection and expanding your mind...you are doing many changes to your perspective...those changes are very important, especially if you FEEL a need to do it. Perhaps later external changes will become more fluid once a certain level of perspective has been reached..???