Choosing sadness

[Billy]

Settling into the mind-frame where one is the victim feels safe, and believe it or not, we find comfort in that state of mind because of its familiarity. The sadness is a familiar state that we can fall back into.

This is absolutely true for me. It really does take a lot of strength to change this, especially when you've been playing the victim for many years. It really requires getting out of your comfort. I'm just struggling with what to do with my time. I don't want to spend any of it pursuing things which make me depressed. This is why I dropped out of uni and can't find a job worth holding on to.