(01-28-2014, 10:18 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Of course I'm interested in moving forward. I feel though I'm "missing out" on something by being here. I feel that if I had not sacrificed something by coming here that it would have not meant as much. I feel that sacrifice equals worth. If I had given up real anthros by coming here, it means all the more. And that by returning to that life after I'm done here I will be greatly appreciative.
Remember, my friend, you're not missing anything. You *can't* miss anything. All lives are concurrent, simultaneous. You are experiencing an infinite amount - right this second - more than your human mind can conceive.
I would hazard a guess that your passion for these forms is due to a connection in another experience. A 'bleed' through, as such.
We're often too keen to try and explain things in human terms, as that's our immediate experience. But there is far more to our being than the vast (vast) majority of us have access too. Far more. Ineffable, in fact.
You might enjoy these:
http://themetapicture.com/ultra-realisti...they-look/
Very cool :¬)
Remember, this incarnation for you has infinite worth. You would not be experiencing it otherwise. Make the most of it and accept yourself fully.
While many here, including myself, may offer help from our own perspective, we cannot possibly understand your unique and specific experience. That's yours, and yours alone. Always go by your feelings, trust those more than any other person 'external' to you. Love yourself for being just who you are, rather than feeling alienated. Your being is a gift. Embrace it.