Desire for Power.

[zenmaster]

Desires can be destructive as well as constructive to our being. Ra did say to also take a look at what you like ("approve") as well as what you don't like. In any event, a particular, compelling fascination itself should be a clue that balance is not yet afforded from whatever it is calling upon. People can perpetually distance emotional or numinous notions just enough that they may not benefit from their implications, but rather treat the ensuing libidinous energy as some kind of drug to enable bypassing rather than integration.