02-04-2014, 01:52 PM
I remember the first time someone laid their hands on me with so much loving attention I couldn't stop crying for about half an hour. It was at the start of a therapeutic massage session, last year. It came as an absolute surprise to me that I reacted so strongly, at the same time I realised it was something I've been missing dearly, my entire life. The next couple of appointments were not as overwhelming and I was able to accept it more. It was truly an amazing experience for me, non-sexual but still very 'green'.