Lovemaking and chakra openess

[Melissa]

Those concepts have been destroyed as well, along with everything else. I have lost every sense of familiarity or 'normality' due to what I would consider extreme catalyst. In the meantime life just goes on, with lots of devastating catalyst in my family at present. While I'm also dealing with resurfacing childhood memories and the fact that I'm nearly broke but too scared to apply for any kind of support because I've been rejected every time a couple of months ago. Plus, I'm scared to even talk to people in general these days, because it may be another humanoid, or whatever those were. I'm physically and mentally exhausted, and have been for a long, long time. it's too damn much.