Passing the time

[Unbound]

Is it then that you are experiencing a feeling of powerlessness?

This is true. Being a prisoner is no way to live a life. We all yearn for freedom and I am no different.

Who is it that has you in their prison?

May I suggest this balancing exercise that Ra suggests? It refers to anger but I believe it is applicable to any feeling or emotion.

Ra: The entity polarizing positively perceives the anger. This entity, if using this catalyst mentally, blesses and loves this anger in itself. It then intensifies this anger consciously in mind alone until the folly of this red-ray energy is perceived not as folly in itself but as energy subject to spiritual entropy due to the randomness of energy being used.

Positive orientation then provides the will and faith to continue this mentally intense experience of letting the anger be understood, accepted, and integrated with the mind/body/spirit complex. The other-self which is the object of anger is thus transformed into an object of acceptance, understanding, and accommodation, all being reintegrated using the great energy which anger began.

You could substitute the word anger for powerlessness and perhaps that may yield some insight? Just a suggestion that came to me aha

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I am not sure which ray power/powerlessness pertains to, probably a combination of orange and yellow unless it is powerlessness felt towards survival.

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I might suggest that the mental weight of being attached to the idea of being "imprisoned" is enough to drain you. How can you ever be free if you do not first let go of your attachment to being imprisoned?

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I might even offer to suggest that the reason your body has no energy may be because your mind sees it as a prison and so seeks to keep it from being energized in order to allow the idea in the mind to be made real. Why would you energize your body if you have disdain for it?