Passing the time

[Unbound]

Aha Well that is fair, what is the worth then? So far you have only described your body as a prison, what is the worth of a prison?

I see myself as a portion of the creator, and therefore see myself as having infinite worth. As for the worth of a prison. I don't know, perhaps to better understand freedom.

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I do give worth to it, I just don't like it. I wonder how it got to this stage. How did I get here? The body grows tired does it not. And so does the mind.

What is tiredness?

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I would say that I really do know how you feel, I experience a lot of mental and physical tiredness, and have bouts where I certainly wish I could just drop the weight of my body for a little bit, but having also having had near-death experiences whereby I consciously realized that I would regret leaving more than staying it helps me to work through those periods of lethargy.

Why would you regret leaving?

The struggle it took to get where I already am in this life is not worth abandoning for comfort, especially since in my belief I would just choose to come back to complete the learning I had originally intended for this life. To me, it makes more sense to do the most and best with the situation I have now instead of starting from scratch all over again.

However, really, what kept me here is the realization of my infinite worth and what I can therefore do with this life is also of infinite worth. It isn't easy, it is difficult even on a day to day basis, but I know that in whatever small way it is, it is of worth to myself and others as the Creator. I can't say I know or understand why exactly I am here, but I do know it is of worth.