Passing the time

[Unbound]

Put another way, your mind "feels" tired because the thought patterns you have are self-defeating.

How did these though patterns arise. Why would I choose to feel tired?

That I cannot really tell you, you will have to look back in your experience here of your life and see what experiences have affected you and caused you to become attached to certain ideas.

You have kind of already given your answer to yourself however, you choose to feel tired because you do not desire to use the tool of your life. Tiredness is the mechanism of avoidance of living.

I say this very much from my own personal experience, of course, and this is all just purely my opinion aha