What I found in contacts with my family....

[Adonai One]

moving right along to the next thread...

I'm going to take this moment to reveal something: I find it increasingly hard to believe the things I say. I use these disclosures to help me believe what I am going through as my overly-skeptical mind is hitting major roadblocks with the increasing evidence I am getting of the paranormal.

I don't trust my own intuition and I barely trust in general. I have gotten more evidence than a average person needs to believe in what I am experiencing. I've realized my problem is just letting go and believing. Thus I create these threads and disclosures to help me immerse myself in what I am doing. I look like a fool and I realize it. But you know, it humbles me and it helps me through these experiments. I don't regret this and even if this all ends up being a farce, I think I will look upon these moments with a lot of happiness.