03-14-2014, 04:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-14-2014, 04:32 PM by AnthroHeart.)
(03-14-2014, 03:49 PM)xise Wrote: Your posts have suggested that to me that you think its unacceptable for you to feel to feel defiant/not wanting to help your mother/or for you personally to be negatively polarizing/or for you not to graduate/worry about your level of polarization, which all suggest self-judgment toward the self rather than unconditional acceptance of who you are, what you feel, where you are, what you desire, and what you experience. This would suggest that your 2nd chakra might be weak due to these beliefs.
But only you can know these things for sure, by exploring them deeply yourself.
You're right about that. I've since become more accepting of who I am. I did a positive deed today which made me feel good. I don't usually get that many opportunities. Typically I'm working to heal the planet through meditation, sending love/light to where it's needed most. I am intrigued by graduation, but I no longer worry about it. And for now, at least, I'm happy to be here. I am however reading accounts of Near Death Experiences, and ordered a book on the subject, because I'm endlessly curious about what the afterlife is like.