Realization: Left-hand Positive Path isn't possible.

[Adonai One]

I attempted to polarize positively through will but I realize that this state has no future for 99.999999% of beings. Here's why it doesn't work: You have to completely hate yourself and love everything at the same time. End result? A shipwreck of an entity in the 6th-density, if you are born with the greatest misfortune in the entire galaxy, the greatest misfortune ever. The entity polarizes negatively through 3rd-4th-5th density with a great hatred of reality, itself, people and planets then soon realizes unconditional love by accident. What you get is a perpetual orgasm of constant agony.

My wife got a vision of one of these beings and all that was seen was a small black hole that was radiating light. All that can be heard from it is sounds of metal bending and things breaking. Of course, it was symbolic. Secret: Some of these guys run the Orion confederation just to watch the world burn. They are so messed up the entities just treat them as a computer.

It's a state that is not intended to exist right now. I attempted it, failed, ended up getting constant psychic greetings because I had formed a box of hysteria based on great hatred of my self while loving all things unconditionally. I nearly committed suicide, entities tried to throw me into traffic. I had to beg for help to be simply told this doesn't work.

You win, Tanner. You win, Hegel. I concede, nihilism is a philosophy that only works if you like eating manure for breakfast.