04-06-2014, 07:23 AM
(04-04-2014, 10:33 PM)Adonai One Wrote: I am not grounded. I am obsessed. I've sought absolution and by seeking this I've realized that I've cheated my own self of my childhood and any commonality with most people. I am well-versed in so much knowledge about this planet with a cultivated distaste for a culture I think does not suit me. At the end of it, I have entities helping me learn to relax and let go.
This density is not for my seeking and that is the greatest wisdom I've discovered. The only way to reach what I have is obsession. May my obsession be used towards a claim that there is no fear to have so others may seek without fear. I stand by my claims. I believe other experiences might be, in my distortion/belief, due to great confusion and fear caused by spiritual authorities.
This world is safe metaphysically. May others dabble in it in a less stern manner so they can enjoy their lives like I haven't in the past year seeking. The truth, my friends, is that this density is the center of the universe. This is where life is. Beyond here is but a support structure that makes this possible. Your life is invaluable.
What is the reason for this obsession, what do you hope to gain from it, and and what do you hope to use this obsession for?