Why should 6th density beings downgrading themselves to 3th density?

[AnthroHeart]

I feel much better now. Meditated a little bit. I think I was getting too close to Creator, and it was causing my concerns and inadequacies to be amplified when I wrote before. I strove to get closer, but it makes my shadow side come out more. Now I'm just focused on comfort, being where I'm at. I want to be happy where I'm at without trying to press forward so much. No matter how much I can't contact my higher self, or feel cut off from it, I know I am loved. I'm going to continue to meditate, as it was a very short meditation that I realized that, and I still feel a little anxiety. The Light is producing anxiety in me. But meditation is a comfort. It gives me a strength to continue on here, regardless of the appearance of sacrifice.