Is there yellow-ray love?

[xise]

My reactions of smacking him on the muzzle a few times was reactionary, and I didn't really think about it. Flipping him on his back was when he as a puppy, and not as big. And I didn't slam him on his back hard. I just flipped him over. But I realize that I could have shown more green-ray love that he always shows me.

Do you want to control your own actions and not smack him in the future, or do you want to understand and balance the things within you that makes you smack your dog such that in the future you don't have any urge to smack your dog?