04-15-2014, 01:01 PM
(04-15-2014, 12:53 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Then in Infinity I bring to the table a valuable gift with my fascination of furry anthros. Because it is unique. Not everyone can love them like I love them. Indeed, I can feel unity within them. They give me a purpose for being here. The purpose is to love. I like your first sentence xise. It is up to me to make my own choices, and so long as they do not violate the free will of another person or being, how bad can they be?
So regardless of how I choose to express my deepest fascination with these beings I am still Infinity. I am still Unity. I can bring them life with the very thoughtforms that I possess.
I was just worried before that masturbation might be draining my kundalini.
Google masterbation and fatigue. Everyone is different. Everyone seems to have a level of masterbation after which fatigue sets in, but that level is different for everyone. I think it's just red ray fatigue; I don't think it's some deeper imbalance in and of itself (unless you are attached to a level of fatigue causing of masterbation and cannot stop, and even so, it seems that a more minor imbalance on the scale of things). YMMV.