Is there yellow-ray love?

[isis]

What kind of decision gem?

To focus on whether it's time to depart 3D or not. And not by suicide, but by magical means, mental focus, with the support of my higher self. I feel balanced, but do not want to cause imbalance in my mother by my focus. My mental focus is causing some degree of headache and body ache in me. I feel it is working. Bashar says that if you're balanced, you can simply close your eyes, and depart. But there are so many friends I would leave behind. I get this nagging suspicion that it's time to go. I speak of it to death on this site, so I didn't want to really bring it up. I am in service in ways that I can be. I also feel I can be more of service in the other dimensions.

thomas,

u are beautiful. please don't depart. what if the world is on the brink of destruction? what if the earth blows up the day after u leave? if u hang in there & u might get to leave at the same time as every1 & wouldn't that be better? suffer w/ us. i'll be insanely jealous if u get to leave & i'll miss your presence here on b4th so much

have u ever considered trying out match.com or some dating site so u can mayb find a bf? mayb then that nagging suspicion that it's time to go will subside...idk