Is there yellow-ray love?

[xise]

What kind of decision gem?

To focus on whether it's time to depart 3D or not. And not by suicide, but by magical means, mental focus, with the support of my higher self. I feel balanced, but do not want to cause imbalance in my mother by my focus. My mental focus is causing some degree of headache and body ache in me. I feel it is working. Bashar says that if you're balanced, you can simply close your eyes, and depart. But there are so many friends I would leave behind. I get this nagging suspicion that it's time to go. I speak of it to death on this site, so I didn't want to really bring it up. I am in service in ways that I can be. I also feel I can be more of service in the other dimensions.

Isn't a desire to leave Earth when you are not even middle aged an imbalance that can be worked upon? If your incarnative lesson is learning to love life on Earth (red ray), wouldn't you just come back to another 3D Earth-like planet after departing without learning this lesson?


No judgment brother. I only encourage you to be fully conscious of the decision you make.