Is there yellow-ray love?

[Hotsizzle77]

I assumed I would walk the steps of light when I had departed Earth. But perhaps I am confused. Maybe departing by means of focusing the will upon that desire might be considered a form of suicide, however ritualized it is. I don't want to be this close to harvest and somehow blow it.

I don't want to repeat 3D, even one incarnation. I guess the best way to depart is through accessing intelligent infinity, which Ra says that once you've accessed that most people choose to stay to help others. I've helped others a lot. I've served my mother beyond my comfort zone.

But I can learn to love life. I want to be fully conscious about where I focus my will. It just felt like the right thing to do.

Don't do anything to blow your harvest brother, hang in there. We are all on the same boat. Keep meditating and keep sending love, yes of course I would love to harvest,but the only way we can do that is through the lessons of 3rd density.

You're a beautiful person man, much love!