Is there yellow-ray love?

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks for the warning about blowing my harvest. I definitely don't want to do that.

Just realized that I said that I didn't want to blow it. Thought you had invented that Hotsizzle.

Meditation and sending love make life bearable. I don't really watch tv that much. I don't get much opportunity or really any for furry stuff. A lot of the other furs are teenagers or young college students and just want to game at the furmeets. So I don't go to them. I'll also keep praying. I can visualize furries and feel good about it.

I realized that focusing about departing doesn't really work anyway. Focusing the will in that way must probably be done over a long period of time. I haven't lost the will to live. I haven't lost the love of life. I'm just a little impatient.

My lessons of 3rd density as said before is the love of life. Even love of long life. Perhaps I can serve more the longer I am here. I can't wait for retirement.