04-17-2014, 06:41 PM
I found it on an MMA forum of all places lol. Well, to be accurate, it was a thread about the hidden_hand material which ultimately lead me to the Ra material.
It couldn't have been a mere coincidence though because the thread had the illuminati in the body and I never cared about such conspiracy stuff before but I clicked on it anyways and read the link to the ATS thread. No metaphysical past, no special powers or sight, nothing that would point to even an interest in metaphysics at that point. The closest I got was Buddhism which only lasted a few months. It was as if it was the next logical step considering I was doing some major seeking of my own. I thought about god and how nonsensical the bible version was. How people could be so hypocritical yet espouse such archaic drivel. I thought about it quite frequently so I guess it was time to find this philosophy
It couldn't have been a mere coincidence though because the thread had the illuminati in the body and I never cared about such conspiracy stuff before but I clicked on it anyways and read the link to the ATS thread. No metaphysical past, no special powers or sight, nothing that would point to even an interest in metaphysics at that point. The closest I got was Buddhism which only lasted a few months. It was as if it was the next logical step considering I was doing some major seeking of my own. I thought about god and how nonsensical the bible version was. How people could be so hypocritical yet espouse such archaic drivel. I thought about it quite frequently so I guess it was time to find this philosophy
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