social memory complex

[Unbound]

To be "here" is eternal.

I find comfort in eternity and infinity. Some people are uncomfortable with those because of the uncertainty. But I like the mystery.

When I was doing a little shadow work, it took me out of the now when I was focusing on stuff that is not me. And that made me uncomfortable.

So I like what you say here. It lets me know there is more than this life, that eternity is real. And that after this life I can pretty much choose wherever I want to go. Bashar says we can do whatever we want to do then.

I've heard of systems of dimensions such as 12th dimension being the godhead, and such. So whatever systems of dimensions that reality follows, I'm sure I'll be in for a big surprise. Maybe even be able to merge with the source. Then I'll "lose" my identity which was illusion anyway. Losing your identity is an illusion because nothing is lost.

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Tanner, I remember in another post you said you weren't from a social memory complex, but from the next Octave. Do you feel this is still the case? I have sometimes felt I came straight from Logos.

My friend, knowing is nothing but an experience of consistent thoughts. You can do whatever you want to now, provided you have given yourself permission to do so. I do not, honestly, believe in "many dimensions" as such as I consider an infinite spectrum of possible states of awareness thereby establishing a seemingly inexhaustible passageway through experiences.

You said here, 'focusing on stuff that is not you', but in fact everything which is going on within you is you, every thought you have is you. You are separating parts of yourself that are holding the identity of others when really your thoughts you experience are a mental phenomenon and are not the same as the actual entities. That being said, I believe the "actual" experience of entities does not happen mentally but through direct contact in some form, even if the form of the entity may not be what one would expect it to be.

At this point I see it that I am made up of multiple soul paths whom made an agreement to simplify themselves together in to one being while still retaining awareness of individual facets. In other words, I have one origin, the Source, but the existence of this current incarnative self is dependent upon the efforts of other entities which allowed for this potential self of the Creator to be made kinetic and thus manifest.

I see it that at one point long ago, or maybe outside of time, really, I sent many parts of myself in to many different fields of experience and now they are all beginning to coalesce and come in to an alignment of awareness. That is, the selves are becoming aware of themselves as one self. So, I see that I have a "birth" in many forms, in many times, and it is difficult to say that they did not happen simply simultaneously.

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Of course, these are all ideas of identity which are all meant to give structure to my personality. I could probably reconstruct my personality in another way if I so chose, but this seems to me, so far, to be what feels right and natural for me.