06-05-2010, 03:32 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-05-2010, 03:32 AM by LsavedSmeD.)
(06-05-2010, 01:05 AM)crystl37 Wrote: I was raised in a Mormon family, I believe now that I did that to give my learning a kick start right from birth. Mormon's, despite the many misgivings and manipulations of a religious corporation-(but thats another post), are extremely spiritual, and the basic teachings of the religion include the concept of multiple life cycles, elements of cosmology, celestial life, eternal loved ones, and the entire religion is built upon revelations-visits from beings not of this earthly realm, with it's roots, and highest rituals deeply masonic.
I chose an uneventful upbringing that in no uncertain terms ensured that I would begin this life with the best available set of instructions, though at the time I was distraught at my fate.
By the time I finished high school I had come to an understanding of the fact that my parents were just two people, from a life far different than mine, they did their best, what they believed was right, and it wasnt their fault I didn't like it. As I embarked on my 18th birthday I had quieted the nagging voice in my mind questioning "what if they are right"?. I was released and off I went-for the next decade the universe wisked me away into an adventure of experience and education, planting the seeds of who I am today.
Free from the construct of my childhood, I soon received my first significant crystal, became aware of the essence of organized religion, the existence of Atlantean elder brothers, and learned that I was an apparent recipient of wisdom stored in quartz, though I didn't know what it was. In the late 1980's, upon reading Jose Arguelles' Earth Ascending-An Illustrated Treatise on the Laws Governing Whole Systems, I became aware of the mathematical nature of our existence, the code of this dimension. The reality of the existence of multiple, parallel, even overlapping dimensions became clear at that point.
The next 20 years were third density intensive, including legal transgressions, and a narrowly escaped extended prison stay, and the birth and raising of my son. Again, from this vantage point, I can identify the point where I came under influence from an Orion energy, and I fell again under the spell of my father, whose grasp I apparently had not disentangled myself from as completely as I had thought.
The process of that unknotting was intense, gripping my body in a deadly infection and delirium of fever before I finally broke through. It has been uphill from there, and I have again been in a cycle of growth, critical information received from unlikely sources, in a quite orderly fashion, and eventually, time available for study and reflection increased.
The last couple years I have been like a sponge, sitting in front of the computer for hours, oblivious to life going on behind my chair, voraciously speed reading, multi-tasking and multi-sourcing, going wherever the knowledge leads me, no corner of the internet too obscure or dimly lit. My life has finally settled down, I exorcised a demon or two, got with the program, alleviated alot of self induced stress, and as i went through this process the spherical manifestation of the events of my life, and of the planet, came into a different focus. I noticed that my relationship with the time space continuum had drastically shifted, I know when it happened exactly, but it took a little time to realize it.
I made probably the most thought out, intelligent, responsible adult like move I have ever made-(and i average a move about once a year, sometimes twice). A find myself now in an almost totally harmonious household, things fall more and more into place.
Last January, I ran across a post in a blog, it was so resonant that it was physically palpable. I formed a great friendship with this person, and he has seemed like some kind of muse to me. Encouraging me to write and organize my thoughts into what turned out to be beautiful pieces, and engaging me in amazing discussions. That opened up my communication on line, which i have never done much of, I have been much more of a taker, historically, online.
The details of my recent studies included other channelings, the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, Desteni, Hatonn in the Phoenix Archives, I gained an understanding of the fractal nature of existence, sacred geometry, monoatomic gold, dimensional beings, the Tzolkin cycles, a rich dose of Terrence Mckenna and a profound and well planned out DMT experience.
Through all this I still had no knowledge whatsoever of the Law of One or the Ra Material. On day at the end of April, I was on a medical marijuana site, and ran across a post that said Law of One Ra Material True or False, with a link to lawofone.info.
In that moment, everything changed. That explains everything-reverberating through my brain, goosebumps and brought to tears, everything I had learned, all the pieces of the puzzle, it was like finishing the ironman competition, waves of gratitude and relief washed over me for days. I study always and share whenever I can, explanations, deeper understandings, relief-I remembered.
Very powerful journey indeed.
You said Hatonn in the Phoenix Archives, I had read those to long before I came into contact with the Ra channeling.
I find it so odd that all this information can be thrown at me, and yet the only information that I truly regard closest to me is the information that many believe to be way to grotesque such as the Law of One.
I do not wish to bash religion but the manner is as if the worldly religions have a human-like agenda behind them, dividing the masses and turning them against each other.
I believe 'religion' has a core of truth but it's drowning in a sea of perversions.
(06-04-2010, 11:56 AM)JoshC Wrote: I think it's very close to the truth. Obviously it can't be 100% perfect and translating concepts into words is a bit difficult, but I think it's the best available for Earth for now. It captivated me the instant I started reading it (I suppose I mean it resonates well, but I don't like using that word; it feels weird :-/).
I searched near and narrow (internet :p) for something that felt better than most religions I'd looked into, and nothing worked until I found TLOO. I agree that some books are tainted with bad informationSo ferr me, is good man. (More later, g2g)
Peace, Love and Light
Namasté
I believe just as Ra said, those who are meant to find it - find it.