"The experience of no need to find the necessary emolument."

[Adonai One]

Adonai, are you ignoring or avoiding my two questions which I asked you?

Austin, thank you, for creating this thread! I did want to continue to discuss this topic, but at the same time felt that it was derailing forum relationship's thread.

I'll assure you while you are still online: I'm on it. I'll edit it into this post.

If I were to really fall so low as to truly interact deeply with society

Two questions for you, Adonai:

1. Do you mean that interacting with our society is falling low?

2. What does your "deeply" mean in that sentence? Taking a job in service industry, is that interacting deeply with our society? Is it that what you meant?

I'll be frank, this society is based on enslavement from its foundation: Enslavement to a job and even to your family, if the value system is based on absolute commitment with no possibility of leaving.

I feel that it is in my honor/duty to myself to pick what I like from society and leave the rest. I will not immerse myself in the denials of all that society has to offer. I will take what is in resonance with me.

"Deeply" means depolarizing myself by way of subjugation and disserve to myself by way of sacrifice which is inherent in human society to a significant degree.

"Falling low" means becoming something that I cannot freely give to myself and that mainly consists of social norms based on a negative interpretation of the Catalyst of the Spirit through ways of conviction of the self to one potential. I will not contractually oblige myself to things. That is my principle.

If I am to become all things in complete unity, I cannot convict myself to only one interpretation, one self.