06-10-2010, 07:32 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-10-2010, 07:34 AM by shadowstan.)
Hi guys,
This follows my story posted earlier http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=952
Last year I was without any income for months. In order to support my family I did worked small stuff and borrowed money from family and friends. I did not feel good, so I looked inside and realized what I want and desire. Shuffled through many thoughts concepts, wants, not-wants, looked into each of them, felt every option in order to see which one feels good and with no resistance deep inside me.
So I realized that my desire here and now is
to be in perfect health
to support my family w/o lack or limitation.
to evolve and share.
So I took action, small baby steps toward my desire.
I wrote these lines in a simple cards and keep them within my sight, on the desk, in my wallet.
Through the day I returned mentally to my desire and felt it, it always felt good and peaceful and easy.
I paid attention to my life style, diet and exercises. Nothing big, no struggle to keep strict diet or push on exercising, just probing inside of me if I should eat or not this or drink this or that.
And I looked around for ways to have some income. I had an agreement since month or two ago to start work for a local well established company, 15 min. walk from my home, in the business that I am experienced and knowledgeable about, good salary agreed. However the time agreement was not kept from their side and I was anxious about this. I anticipated the call, getting nervous from time to time, I called them, and there was not any real info when I will start the job if at all. So I realized that this is not the way, so I stopped pushing it so hard. Perhaps the universe had other plan for me, it is not limited and my mind is. I released the pressure and just switched to visualizing anf feeling how good it will be to get this job. I imagined how I go to the office, the exact rout that I will take in the morning and back in the evening, the office, how I will arranged, the meetings with colleagues, the thrill to be in a new place with new challenges. And few times I walked the rout to the office pretending that I am going at work. I sat in the near park imagining and pretending that I am at lunch brake and enjoying the ambience. I collected articles for the company from internet, pictures of the key people in the company and of their products. I established a virtual connection with the company, but without the need anything t0 happen, just enjoying the process.
And I called friends that I need to earn some money in order to support my family necessities and was ready to work any job with any people that feels good to me. And an old fiend invited me for a short term assignment where I could practice my other skills and could earn some money. I went at it and I worked with no reservation and I liked it. I was takin g action towards my desire and that was all that counted at that day, no worries about tomorrow, no complains. Of course I continued w/ my visualizations of the job I wanted, and I added a scene that I will receive the call during my work for the short assignment project.
Meanwhile I have sent my CV to several agencies and companies and I started receiving calls, e-mails, got few interviews.
So one they it happened. I receive the call asking me if I am still available to join the company I wanted to work for.
No I am with the company, in the field that I like to work, I manage my time and effort without any stress, the results are good.
I am thankful everyday for what happened and for every step/ event even tough some of them were not pleasant nor ‘desirable ‘at first sight. I know that my intention made the wheels turning.
Again, I sensed and urge to share with you and I did it.
Be well, keep thinking what you really value in life, and keep moving in this direction. All is well.
This follows my story posted earlier http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=952
Last year I was without any income for months. In order to support my family I did worked small stuff and borrowed money from family and friends. I did not feel good, so I looked inside and realized what I want and desire. Shuffled through many thoughts concepts, wants, not-wants, looked into each of them, felt every option in order to see which one feels good and with no resistance deep inside me.
So I realized that my desire here and now is
to be in perfect health
to support my family w/o lack or limitation.
to evolve and share.
So I took action, small baby steps toward my desire.
I wrote these lines in a simple cards and keep them within my sight, on the desk, in my wallet.
Through the day I returned mentally to my desire and felt it, it always felt good and peaceful and easy.
I paid attention to my life style, diet and exercises. Nothing big, no struggle to keep strict diet or push on exercising, just probing inside of me if I should eat or not this or drink this or that.
And I looked around for ways to have some income. I had an agreement since month or two ago to start work for a local well established company, 15 min. walk from my home, in the business that I am experienced and knowledgeable about, good salary agreed. However the time agreement was not kept from their side and I was anxious about this. I anticipated the call, getting nervous from time to time, I called them, and there was not any real info when I will start the job if at all. So I realized that this is not the way, so I stopped pushing it so hard. Perhaps the universe had other plan for me, it is not limited and my mind is. I released the pressure and just switched to visualizing anf feeling how good it will be to get this job. I imagined how I go to the office, the exact rout that I will take in the morning and back in the evening, the office, how I will arranged, the meetings with colleagues, the thrill to be in a new place with new challenges. And few times I walked the rout to the office pretending that I am going at work. I sat in the near park imagining and pretending that I am at lunch brake and enjoying the ambience. I collected articles for the company from internet, pictures of the key people in the company and of their products. I established a virtual connection with the company, but without the need anything t0 happen, just enjoying the process.
And I called friends that I need to earn some money in order to support my family necessities and was ready to work any job with any people that feels good to me. And an old fiend invited me for a short term assignment where I could practice my other skills and could earn some money. I went at it and I worked with no reservation and I liked it. I was takin g action towards my desire and that was all that counted at that day, no worries about tomorrow, no complains. Of course I continued w/ my visualizations of the job I wanted, and I added a scene that I will receive the call during my work for the short assignment project.
Meanwhile I have sent my CV to several agencies and companies and I started receiving calls, e-mails, got few interviews.
So one they it happened. I receive the call asking me if I am still available to join the company I wanted to work for.
No I am with the company, in the field that I like to work, I manage my time and effort without any stress, the results are good.
I am thankful everyday for what happened and for every step/ event even tough some of them were not pleasant nor ‘desirable ‘at first sight. I know that my intention made the wheels turning.
Again, I sensed and urge to share with you and I did it.
Be well, keep thinking what you really value in life, and keep moving in this direction. All is well.