Quotes I Love

[AnthroHeart]

And for all you know, you could attract the love of your life. Why focus only on the negative?

My friend, relationships are about balance, they have ups and downs just like the rest of life. You are so focused on what you don't want and on what you want to avoid, how can you attract what you do want? Yes, there can be disagreements and impassioned feelings during relationships, but that doesn't mean it isn't a worthwhile experience, or that these disagreements aren't beneficial, just the same as in any other field of life. Yet, when you do find a relationship that works for you and the other person, there is no other experience like it.

Don't be afraid to try things out or to try people out. Maybe the first person you try will be right for you, but if they are not that doesn't mean give up, but rather define more what you are looking for.

I think you would be less frightened of humans if you spent more focus on what you do like about them rather than being intimidated by what you don't.

Maybe you will even find someone who also feels as strongly as you do about anthros and you can enjoy that concept more physically, or even astrally with the person.

Aha I don't know, I'm not trying to tell you what to do or anything but to be honest I see an anthro-wolf whom expresses itself as your guide, and he says that the reason you became a human is to share the beauty of the philosophy of unconditional love and intimate love that the anthros have with humans. He said the reason you are dissatisfied with humans and being human is because you watched them before coming here and before incarnating. You incarnated to see why humans acted the way that they do and what it was like to be that way.

The guide also tells me that you are in shock over your human experience because it is so veiled compared to before and that is why you long for death, to be 'home' and to be with anthros again, your consciousness is in shock. However, he also says that you are avoiding the very work you came here to do by trying to avoid getting involved with the human drama and fully embracing the human experience. You are seeking understanding and that is only gained through direct experience. He says that if you left now, or if you did not realize your own humanness and thus gain understanding of being human, you would just choose to come back again because that is the kind of being you 'normally' are. One who doesn't leave anything unfinished and because of a deeply compassionate heart seeking to understand the Creator you would gladly plunge yourself in to this experience again to gain that understanding.

This is because the you that exists on that level has no fears, no doubts nor inhibitions towards struggle or effort. The you on that level is courageous, daring and innocently enthusiastic. You have veiled yourself so heavily because you are trying to get a totally human experience, and in particular because of your compassionate heart, you have programmed difficulties and challenges of acceptance that would normally be very easy for you but out of your desire to understand the lack of compassion humans exhibit you have also veiled those parts of yourself to make it so you can encounter the side of yourself that you were unable to know in your higher form (due to lack of veil).

You can see it that the things you have difficulties with now, are things that are actually normally very easy for you. You are getting to know your fully true self by exploring all your opposites.

He said he is always with you but because of the thickness of your veil being made thicker with fear and uncertainty you usually cannot see or hear him, but he always sees and hears you. He said that when you long to leave, to die or to return to your anthro body it is because of this thickening of the veil. He says it is easiest to talk with him when you are feeling ready and willing to live and engage your life as that is what his guidance is for, not for comfort or for the escape in to fantasy. You must face your fear of living if the barriers between yourself and your guidance is to dissolve. He says you are more than capable, but you must muster the motivation, the desire, and that is your true challenge, to give yourself meaning and reason to live. That, he says, is what is key in your quest to understand what it means to be human.

He also says that you can call on him through this name - Kel'Ir (kell-err) which he says is the most vocally pleasing rendition of his name in english. He also wants you to know that he is family (in higher form) and that you are his nephew.

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He also urged me to find an image that would resemble him for you to see and this is the one pointed out to me.

I wonder if Kel'Ir was wiser and more powerful than I was when I was part of his family on the other side of the veil.
I don't want to disappoint him, or make him sad for the way I feel.
I want to be a joy in his life.
Is his only job to watch over me? I wonder how he has fun.
I don't want to be a burden to him.
But I just can't feel his love.

He is here to teach you trust and faith, as well as be a companion, friend, guide, teacher and eventually, student. Look at all you have said here, you doubt yourself and do not trust yourself because you are looking for confirmation. You must have faith, that is the lesson here.

You must understand, from where you come from "wiser and more powerful" isn't really something you are concerned with. What you must understand is that there is no way you can disappoint him because he has no expectation of you. He isn't all-powerful nor is any being but he is very self-aware and he is positively polarized so you can rest assured that he is forgiving of you and only wants good things for you. Remember it takes time to get to know people and build a connection and this is true for us with our guides as well.

Although we are very close on other levels, to make a conscious connection is needed to open up to the direct access to talking with our friends, which is what guides really are, are friends and family. Well, unless one has a negative guide, but that is a little different.

It will take time, you must be patient my friend. He is completely non-judging towards you, so put that fear from your mind.

He says that you can try to talk to him more directly by first visualizing him and saying his name and just first building a feeling of his presence. Then you can start to talk to him and use the image of him as a representation of him to talk through.