QHHT session

[Plenum]

Healing My Vision

-Stop wearing glasses immediately (regardless of whether or not I can see),
-Meditate daily and imagine light to my eyes,
-Be open and willing to see things differently.

I found the homework hard to do. I have been meditating daily but I often forget to imagine light to my eyes. I was traveling in San Francisco at the time and it was a foreign country and a foreign city to me. I did not feel safe driving around in a rental car without my glasses on.

funnily enough, I had a dream a few hours ago related to this.

My Dream: I was in a room (not any room I recognised from experience), and the alarm went off on my phone. I turned it off. I had been sleeping. Then I half remember - this bit is fuzzy - of a woman (spirit guide?) saying something to me, which I assume was some sort of guidance. I didn't pay attention to it. It was daylight, and the blinds were open, and I wanted to go back to sleep (I don't remember feeling tired in the dream). I closed the blinds because I didn't want to see the light. I then went back to bed.

Analysis: this was me avoiding catalyst and real life. Even though it was daylight and I wasn't tired, I wanted to sleep (numb myself to experience, not deal with things). It was daylight, and the day is the proper time to do stuff, to engage and interact, be part of society. I also ignored the promptings of guidance (the woman), and then closed off the blinds (literally shutting out the light and the world). I didn't want to see it. I wanted to be in my own slumber, not affected by other selves and the outside world.

this attitude, I believe, prompted by whatever bad experiences I might have had when younger, led to it being actually played out in the physical. A poetical representation of mental attitudes.

do I want to see the light again? (literally?) do I want to see the outside world? What other attitudes are still inhibiting me from a more healthy yellow ray relationship? (other attitudes which may be founded in red and orange ray assumptions about my experience and the ability to cope with it).

anyway, still fruitful thought for further investigation. Myopia is something which afflicts a significant proportion of our population. Understanding it better certainly offers the potential to help others with their situation.

Plenum