Do you guys actually believe this stuff?

[Adonai One]

I wish to share myself with you, Account1. I see visions, I see apparitions, I have encountered a phenomena known as possession. However, I constantly open myself open to the idea and possibility that my neurology is faulty, or that I may just simply be very subconsciously delusional. I partake in spirituality at a distance without ever clinging to it.

Am I well to contemplate the paranormal without any indication of absolute proof of it? Why should one not do this in this way?