Thanks Sunnysideup. I have to say the 'soul' seems a bit different. Don feels quite repressed. I remember when a friend tried to see if I was him and he said 'I can't get a read on this guy, he's just monotone.'
I say that but then my third eye starts kind of 'integrating' my soul. I would stay far away from the army in my real life.
Incredibly powerful this integration.
But there has also been this pain in my heart chakra for a very long time. On the left side, that is triggered.
I read recently that channels can fall off their message in their 'desire for proof'.
So I still don't know. But thanks for the photo.
This is all getting a bit much.
My theory on 5d and 6d entities and appearances staying the same or changing between lifetimes was that the 6d entity has emotions, which are reflected in the chart. But the 5d entity has wisdom/ light. Which can easily be moved around in the planning of a life. As in the astrology charts.
Nonetheless. This is a big deal for me and has included a suicide attempt in real life. So one path is a good one and one is the bad. Believing I am and this fifth density stuff. Or not. It probably has other metaphysical connotations. Such as returning to this place.
When I take the more loving route, and go towards politics and healing. I feel fantastic, genuinely in the world, and alert. But then music or astrology will take me back to where I was. A kind of hell. I can't keep this whole thing up a lot longer. Because the forces of 'help' as they may be, turning me away from strangeness.
It may be whenever I come on here I lose polarity? Wanted to not send this but have felt a clenching of my heart chakra.
Anyway, I'm sure it will all be alright in the end.
I say that but then my third eye starts kind of 'integrating' my soul. I would stay far away from the army in my real life.
Incredibly powerful this integration.
But there has also been this pain in my heart chakra for a very long time. On the left side, that is triggered.
I read recently that channels can fall off their message in their 'desire for proof'.
So I still don't know. But thanks for the photo.
This is all getting a bit much.
My theory on 5d and 6d entities and appearances staying the same or changing between lifetimes was that the 6d entity has emotions, which are reflected in the chart. But the 5d entity has wisdom/ light. Which can easily be moved around in the planning of a life. As in the astrology charts.
Nonetheless. This is a big deal for me and has included a suicide attempt in real life. So one path is a good one and one is the bad. Believing I am and this fifth density stuff. Or not. It probably has other metaphysical connotations. Such as returning to this place.
When I take the more loving route, and go towards politics and healing. I feel fantastic, genuinely in the world, and alert. But then music or astrology will take me back to where I was. A kind of hell. I can't keep this whole thing up a lot longer. Because the forces of 'help' as they may be, turning me away from strangeness.
It may be whenever I come on here I lose polarity? Wanted to not send this but have felt a clenching of my heart chakra.
Anyway, I'm sure it will all be alright in the end.