12-11-2014, 01:51 PM
I want to take this post as synchronicity telling me to take the two doses we have saved since my husband is out of town and I'm sure he doesn't want them anymore...
I've taken 3 doses of psilocybin. I loved it. It felt like coming home. These experiences were pretty recent so I felt like I was very mentally prepared for them. I was able to be in the moment, to experience every molecule of creation with excitement. It was hard to stay focused because everything was interesting and alive. I have a rather weak pineal/visualization abilities so being able open that part of my mind was exquisite. I could see the etheric outline of most objects and could change their shape/size with my will... my husband's face was as if it were every possible combination of pores and hairs and wrinkles that he could ever be... how to describe it? I remember exclaiming in the middle of the night, "This is everything I've ever wanted in a drug!!!" while I danced underneath my maple tree that was sparkling. My little foo dog changed his appearance with his mood... first he was an adorable bunny, but when we started playing and he got bitey, he turned into a big grinning dragon! Really he was mostly like Falcor from Neverending Story, all elongated and melty.
What I took from the trips after the psilocybin wore off was more of the "excited" feel I had, as I'm usually a very even keeled person... but there was something new in my voice that lingered for weeks, the joy of being on the threshold...
Sorry for my tangent, trip down memory lane for sure...
It sounds as if you already do, but all I've got is that you should invoke the discarnate entities that are probably already doing the same thing you are/using the same energies you are... I'm sure they would love teaming up with you if they aren't already!
I love growing plants too, I have 5 indoors and they are very beautiful right now, except the bonsai keeps asking to be trimmed (I'm scared). The birds are my 2D "pet" project, though. :3
I've taken 3 doses of psilocybin. I loved it. It felt like coming home. These experiences were pretty recent so I felt like I was very mentally prepared for them. I was able to be in the moment, to experience every molecule of creation with excitement. It was hard to stay focused because everything was interesting and alive. I have a rather weak pineal/visualization abilities so being able open that part of my mind was exquisite. I could see the etheric outline of most objects and could change their shape/size with my will... my husband's face was as if it were every possible combination of pores and hairs and wrinkles that he could ever be... how to describe it? I remember exclaiming in the middle of the night, "This is everything I've ever wanted in a drug!!!" while I danced underneath my maple tree that was sparkling. My little foo dog changed his appearance with his mood... first he was an adorable bunny, but when we started playing and he got bitey, he turned into a big grinning dragon! Really he was mostly like Falcor from Neverending Story, all elongated and melty.
What I took from the trips after the psilocybin wore off was more of the "excited" feel I had, as I'm usually a very even keeled person... but there was something new in my voice that lingered for weeks, the joy of being on the threshold...
Sorry for my tangent, trip down memory lane for sure...
Quote:For the Tickled Wizard, I am, as we all are, what other cultures might label a "shaman". I mediate between the upper world of the higher entities, and our 3rd through first dimensions. I grow plants to teach them self awareness. I want to teach the elements to grow in an intelligent pattern (ideas anyone?). I help humans learn their connection with all life. I do all of this so that we may better experience ourselves, for we are one.
It sounds as if you already do, but all I've got is that you should invoke the discarnate entities that are probably already doing the same thing you are/using the same energies you are... I'm sure they would love teaming up with you if they aren't already!
I love growing plants too, I have 5 indoors and they are very beautiful right now, except the bonsai keeps asking to be trimmed (I'm scared). The birds are my 2D "pet" project, though. :3
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