12-17-2014, 04:08 PM
I don't think it's about calculating each and every one of your actions, it's more about how you feel about yourself deeply.
Also why do you want to polarize STO if you feel more STS? If you feel you're 75% STS after trying to be STO maybe you could've been 95% STS without this distortion and be haverstable.
I want to be STO because the more I connect with my true self the more I feel comprehension and love toward others, I do not force myself to do things but I can feel compelled and do things naturally if I receive a call for it. But in the end I didn't think about being STO rather than STS, none is better than the other for All is One. At first I actually thought I was more STS but realized with time that wasn't the case.
They both are different polarities producing different results but both are part of the greater masterpiece! There is no right or wrong, All is One my friend. The only thing that seem to be "wrong" is being in between because it makes you repeat this cycle but then again you gain experiences and time has no real value so it's still not wrong. Lately I've been thinking a lot about the elites and what they may try to achieve and my vision of them changed completely. I wouldn't do what they do and still have a hard time comprehending certain things, but in the end they work towards the same goals through different means.
I also came to the conclusion that the Federation may at the same time as working against the Orion Group, use what they're doing for the greater purpose and thus they work in harmony at the same time as working against each other.
Also why do you want to polarize STO if you feel more STS? If you feel you're 75% STS after trying to be STO maybe you could've been 95% STS without this distortion and be haverstable.
I want to be STO because the more I connect with my true self the more I feel comprehension and love toward others, I do not force myself to do things but I can feel compelled and do things naturally if I receive a call for it. But in the end I didn't think about being STO rather than STS, none is better than the other for All is One. At first I actually thought I was more STS but realized with time that wasn't the case.
They both are different polarities producing different results but both are part of the greater masterpiece! There is no right or wrong, All is One my friend. The only thing that seem to be "wrong" is being in between because it makes you repeat this cycle but then again you gain experiences and time has no real value so it's still not wrong. Lately I've been thinking a lot about the elites and what they may try to achieve and my vision of them changed completely. I wouldn't do what they do and still have a hard time comprehending certain things, but in the end they work towards the same goals through different means.
I also came to the conclusion that the Federation may at the same time as working against the Orion Group, use what they're doing for the greater purpose and thus they work in harmony at the same time as working against each other.