02-15-2015, 05:41 AM 
	
	
	
		interesting questions Plen...
i just realized i've made negative assumptions about myself that further deepen my negative sense of self worth. that i was born w genetic defects because i was already bad, deformed & unworthy. that there's something unfixable, unredeemable about me. i don't deserve a better vehicle. :-/ unfortunately i still believe that but i'm now aware that might be unhealthy even if unavoidable.
	
	
	
	
i just realized i've made negative assumptions about myself that further deepen my negative sense of self worth. that i was born w genetic defects because i was already bad, deformed & unworthy. that there's something unfixable, unredeemable about me. i don't deserve a better vehicle. :-/ unfortunately i still believe that but i'm now aware that might be unhealthy even if unavoidable.