Suicide (selfish?)

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That being said, people who kill themselves irritate me spiritually, mentally and emotionally.  Why?  Killing yourself is selfish.  It makes you feel that you are so central, that you are the problem and answer to your problem.  If you commit suicide, you are not thinking about the great burden you are placing on others.  If you do think abou the burden and go through with the act as an attention grab, you are sociopathic and just need some more teaching from one of the millions that has gone through exactly what you have.  If you are ready to kill yourself, you are FEEDING your negative emotions and STARVING your positive ones - I feel no mercy for self-infliction ( just pity and compassion).  You need to choose to get it together like we all do, or face the consequence.  AND, what is the consequence of suicide?  From what I have studied SPIRITUALLY about suicide that has stuck with me is that you must REPEAT the lesson you were meant to process that caused you to feel driven to suicide.  Therefore, I carry a bitter feeling to those who commit suicide as I feel it is taking the easy way out.  And we all know the easy path isn't always your path... Thoughts?  

know anyone in your life who killed themselves?