03-14-2015, 10:48 AM
Ever since I've moved, "dream me" considers herself unemployed and therefore able to go back to her old job and work a few shifts for an influx of cash. The added benefit is that I also get to see all my old friends. Last night especially I was radiantly excited to see my old boss. He's having a baby soon and I guess he just gets giddier every day. Anyway, I'm totally stuck in a reality sim loop in my dreams - constantly going back to my old job, attending some last get togethers with friends, and also planning the logistics of another long trip across the country. I think I'm traumatized from driving all the way here in a blizzard... I keep getting anxiety spikes in my dreams about it - fitting everything in the car, the long hours on the road, worrying about the dog, worrying about the passage of time, etc.
Anyway the dreams aren't bad... they're just really real. Maybe I need to make a more solid move/shift into starting my new life here. It's a process!
Anyway the dreams aren't bad... they're just really real. Maybe I need to make a more solid move/shift into starting my new life here. It's a process!
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