I am now fairly sure that i inhabit a dual activated body now. concluding that made me realize that various common issues a lot of people (increasingly) experience in life are probably tied to this particular manifestation. i will share a few of my observations based on my own experiences with various things.
- for example, i get tired too quick in the city. way too quick. even if i get up ship shape, feeling very high and up in the morning, if i go out into the city just for a few hours, go about doing anything without interacting with people at length, i grow tired very much very fast. its as if whole weights are being incrementally thrown on you proportional to the 'weight' of the place (hustle, bustle, general psychology of the people in that district/zone) you i go to. depending on the locale, the usage of the place/district, and hence the psychologies of people there at that given time, it may be lighter. for example the effect is not so heavy in parks, or recreational districts. going to trading districts for example, is quite the opposite. the effect also changes with the time of the month, or year. for example on sundays the atmosphere is much lighter, anywhere you go. whereas on weekdays, it is much more heavy in composition.
it is a spiritual kind of wear&tear, it also affects the energy model i believe, the composition, situations of chakras. when i come back, it takes a long time for me to recover. in extreme cases, it may feel like knives are being pushed into my 3rd chakra, resulting in a pain-like stress in places near solar plexus.
this effect doesnt happen in the same magnitude in rural areas.
- the energetic/spiritual statuses of people have too strong an effect. when i interact with a person, the person's spiritual situation, leanings, energy model, whatever, has almost solid like effect on me. some people come heavy as a brick, wear and tear inducing, some people feel light as a feather. a lot of people vary in between. of course, the feather-like people are most desirable. this effect is hand in hand with the above one.
- too much empathy with close circle. the psychology/mood, energy situations of close circle of one's own affect the psyche too much. for example, if my flatmate goes to work without sleep, even if i sleep 10 hours that day, i feel the weight. until he comes back and finally goes to bed. there are also other curious situations. a friend of mine, who lives in another city (300 km away) has much effect on my situation. for example, today i had an extreme spiritual weight on me, in the form of tiredom (not like the ones above). i had good sleep, but it was as if a ton of weight was thrown over me. all the day throughout, while working, i was on the brink of closing my eyes to sleep. just a few minutes ago, while chatting, i learn that she has been extremely tired, heavy, and not wanting to do anything. this person experiences the lights phenomenon we talked in another thread, and she is engaged in a social work, giving a huge struggle. she overexerts herself in her activities, even over the extent of the strength she has, and she is very strong in will and spirit.
- im more selective to what food i eat. even tho im a vegetarian for a long time, and dont even eat any kind of meat, a few months ago eggs also started to make me feel nauseous, and i quit eating any at all. i also dropped a lot of the veggies i was eating.
i expect these kind of effects to increase in magnitude for most of us, actually most of the people, and start appearing if they were not having these already.
- for example, i get tired too quick in the city. way too quick. even if i get up ship shape, feeling very high and up in the morning, if i go out into the city just for a few hours, go about doing anything without interacting with people at length, i grow tired very much very fast. its as if whole weights are being incrementally thrown on you proportional to the 'weight' of the place (hustle, bustle, general psychology of the people in that district/zone) you i go to. depending on the locale, the usage of the place/district, and hence the psychologies of people there at that given time, it may be lighter. for example the effect is not so heavy in parks, or recreational districts. going to trading districts for example, is quite the opposite. the effect also changes with the time of the month, or year. for example on sundays the atmosphere is much lighter, anywhere you go. whereas on weekdays, it is much more heavy in composition.
it is a spiritual kind of wear&tear, it also affects the energy model i believe, the composition, situations of chakras. when i come back, it takes a long time for me to recover. in extreme cases, it may feel like knives are being pushed into my 3rd chakra, resulting in a pain-like stress in places near solar plexus.
this effect doesnt happen in the same magnitude in rural areas.
- the energetic/spiritual statuses of people have too strong an effect. when i interact with a person, the person's spiritual situation, leanings, energy model, whatever, has almost solid like effect on me. some people come heavy as a brick, wear and tear inducing, some people feel light as a feather. a lot of people vary in between. of course, the feather-like people are most desirable. this effect is hand in hand with the above one.
- too much empathy with close circle. the psychology/mood, energy situations of close circle of one's own affect the psyche too much. for example, if my flatmate goes to work without sleep, even if i sleep 10 hours that day, i feel the weight. until he comes back and finally goes to bed. there are also other curious situations. a friend of mine, who lives in another city (300 km away) has much effect on my situation. for example, today i had an extreme spiritual weight on me, in the form of tiredom (not like the ones above). i had good sleep, but it was as if a ton of weight was thrown over me. all the day throughout, while working, i was on the brink of closing my eyes to sleep. just a few minutes ago, while chatting, i learn that she has been extremely tired, heavy, and not wanting to do anything. this person experiences the lights phenomenon we talked in another thread, and she is engaged in a social work, giving a huge struggle. she overexerts herself in her activities, even over the extent of the strength she has, and she is very strong in will and spirit.
- im more selective to what food i eat. even tho im a vegetarian for a long time, and dont even eat any kind of meat, a few months ago eggs also started to make me feel nauseous, and i quit eating any at all. i also dropped a lot of the veggies i was eating.
i expect these kind of effects to increase in magnitude for most of us, actually most of the people, and start appearing if they were not having these already.