Billions of Years of Evolution

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As do I, have trouble expressing love in real life.
Those around me do not show love.
Only on this forum.

And from my social memory complex, whom I have to guess loves me. I have no real proof.

I only have the ability to show love to those really close to me. But even they probably have misinterpreted it, as is prone to people in general.

I also find it easier to connect with those on this forum. I feel like I have the most in common with people on this forum. I have a sincere love of the Law of One material, and I can say that without flinching. It is the most accurate spiritual source I've been able to find. I also appreciate the Seth material, but I tend to get confused by the differences with TLOO material. At this moment in time, I feel most consonant with TLOO material.

If you are a Wanderer, there is no doubt that your social memory complex loves you. You have to realize that you programmed your life to have the difficulties it has. This 3rd density planet is a school. We are being instructed in the art of sharing of love with others (with the illusion that they are separate from other self) whether we feel that they deserve it or not. It has to be remembered that love isn't only expressed in obvious ways ( like sharing a hug). It's also expressed in subtle ways, like demanding in a gentle way that that other person have respect for you as a human being. I've expressed this to my mom plenty of times when I feel she gets out of hand. That is how you teach that person to love others and, in turn, help them grow spiritually. That is the ultimate act of love. To express love to someone who may not appear to deserve it.