04-14-2015, 12:41 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-14-2015, 12:44 AM by Peregrinus.)
Dear Jim,
We knew this was coming, yet still I was unprepared. On the 1st, my birthday, I was on the first of a ten day Vipassana meditation course, and had no electronic or otherwise contact with the outside world, so I just found out about Carla's passing into larger life today, and though I understand there is and should be little to be sad about, I know she has now walked the steps of life so far into that brilliant light, yet I am so so sad.
I have to tell you Jim, a short six years ago I felt such great love for your Carla and still do, she was so kind to me, even having her playful pet name for me when we would discuss things on the weekly online chat, before that means of communication ended. In our few emails over the past few years, I tried to bother her less and less, as I knew her time was better spent enjoying it with you and everyone else there that were so compassionate and loving towards her. I prayed for her to become well daily, but alas, our time in this physical vehicle, like all things, must come to an end.
I've never been one to cry, I think I have done so perhaps half a dozen ties in my adult life, but the tears flow freely as I write this. Tonight I bid her farewell, and said to her that if she were so inclined, I would be honoured if she were my gatekeeper, and indeed her powerful energy penetrated my heart and went up my back. Even after her physical vehicle has become unviable, she still offers service freely and with great love, truly she continues to inspire me.
Her service, as has yours, changed my life Jim, for the better. When I awakened just over six years ago, the Ra Materials was one of the first materials I became aware of, and I read it diligently, one session per night. Since then, I have reread it twice, as well as reading more than a thousand of your other channeled Q'uo materials sessions, and have become wiser in the more than 1500 posts I have contributed to in discussion on the Bring4th forum. Because of the materials your group has offered, I was able to wade through the vast sea of other materials available on the internet and can almost instantly recognize that which is not of the highest calibre of light, because the materials you offer is, in my estimation, unmatched.
Jim, you have my condolences, I know that the human heart weighs heavy when a loved one passes, regardless of what our head tells us, and I wish Carla well on her journey, as well as you on yours. Each year on my birthday I shall now have reason to both celebrate and mourn, I can only trust in time to diminish the pain which we now feel.
Love and Light to you brother, and to everyone there at L/L Research, my thoughts are with you.
Bryn
Peregrinus
We knew this was coming, yet still I was unprepared. On the 1st, my birthday, I was on the first of a ten day Vipassana meditation course, and had no electronic or otherwise contact with the outside world, so I just found out about Carla's passing into larger life today, and though I understand there is and should be little to be sad about, I know she has now walked the steps of life so far into that brilliant light, yet I am so so sad.
I have to tell you Jim, a short six years ago I felt such great love for your Carla and still do, she was so kind to me, even having her playful pet name for me when we would discuss things on the weekly online chat, before that means of communication ended. In our few emails over the past few years, I tried to bother her less and less, as I knew her time was better spent enjoying it with you and everyone else there that were so compassionate and loving towards her. I prayed for her to become well daily, but alas, our time in this physical vehicle, like all things, must come to an end.
I've never been one to cry, I think I have done so perhaps half a dozen ties in my adult life, but the tears flow freely as I write this. Tonight I bid her farewell, and said to her that if she were so inclined, I would be honoured if she were my gatekeeper, and indeed her powerful energy penetrated my heart and went up my back. Even after her physical vehicle has become unviable, she still offers service freely and with great love, truly she continues to inspire me.
Her service, as has yours, changed my life Jim, for the better. When I awakened just over six years ago, the Ra Materials was one of the first materials I became aware of, and I read it diligently, one session per night. Since then, I have reread it twice, as well as reading more than a thousand of your other channeled Q'uo materials sessions, and have become wiser in the more than 1500 posts I have contributed to in discussion on the Bring4th forum. Because of the materials your group has offered, I was able to wade through the vast sea of other materials available on the internet and can almost instantly recognize that which is not of the highest calibre of light, because the materials you offer is, in my estimation, unmatched.
Jim, you have my condolences, I know that the human heart weighs heavy when a loved one passes, regardless of what our head tells us, and I wish Carla well on her journey, as well as you on yours. Each year on my birthday I shall now have reason to both celebrate and mourn, I can only trust in time to diminish the pain which we now feel.
Love and Light to you brother, and to everyone there at L/L Research, my thoughts are with you.
Bryn
Peregrinus
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