04-22-2015, 08:53 PM
I can't say mine is that bad Gemini, though honestly, I want to do the same. I had a full blown panic attack after after a couple days of my new temp job. I was yelling why is it so damn hard, tears were flowing unceasingly, my anxieties hit me like a ton of bricks in the chest. I realize that it is my issue to deal with, but I find it very very exhausting and against the grain of what I want. but the money is good and the opportunities for me to face and work on a multitude of my social inhibitions and anxiety are plentiful, but I find it really hard and it exhausts me rather than energizing me like doing things I enjoy. So tiring... You are constantly around someone having to interact and it drains my energy, I need to do a job where I can work alone and interact on my own time not being forced to be around someone all day every day, especially people who I feel different from. Ehhh im working on it, but I do want to just abandon ship sometimes.. Well almost all the time heh....