The Frustration of Myself

[Matt1]

Thanks for sharing your story.

I haven't had any luck with Females. It used to be an issue for me but now i don't care any more. I guess i have accepted it, i don't think lasting happiness will be found outside of the self. I get idea that some people get a buzz by getting checked out and hit on a lot, almost like vampire of energy. My idea is this, if you can't find happiness within yourself in the given moment, then you will never find lasting happiness in external experiences.