Secret Hatreds

[mjlabadia]

I've been dealing with a catalyst I didn't even realise the severity of until the last few days.

Plenum, thank you so much for starting this thread, and keeping us aware of your discoveries in helping to process this difficult catalyst.

 I have struggled with this since awakening. Well,..... let's put it this way,.....I no longer have been able to justify it to my self since then,...and it causes me great suffering now.
 All of it,...including that horrible "smoldering burn",....which leaves us having these internal "telling someone off" sessions. Sometimes recurring for years over perceived "offenses".

I wish I had noticed this thread back in February. 

 This problem I feel is a significant "waypoint" for me on my path. The follow up post containing the 7 step exercise looks to be a potential beacon to help me through this constantly recurring catalyst.

The timing of your update was Jungian in it's appearance.

 Thank you Plenum.