03-21-2009, 07:21 AM
Hello. I notice that the figure in your avatar becomes a rectangular pyramid when folded. I find that this demonstrates the concept of encoding, by which a higher-dimensional thing can be represented on a lower plane. The trick is that as viewers we must have the same experience as the one who encoded, in order to reconstruct the original thought.
I thank you for your reply. As for differences or similarities between us, I cannot through what text you provided understand your meaning (referring to your last paragraph). What I can say is that I had such very strong desires to understand truth in my beginning this incarnation that I have made two very strong commitments. The first, was a commitment to reason. This commitment was me saying "no matter what, everything I will ever do will make sense to me, and will have a purpose". This gives me the freedom to do anything I want (because I WANT to do it and I know WHY), and is necessary groundwork. I did not feel it very strongly. But I chose to do it this way, and I summoned up all my will in order to make this commitment. Without this commitment I would be lost. The second commitment is what I call the commitment to Infinity. It is not easy to sum up in words. In my mind at that time it had nothing to do with love. I am still not sure as of yet exactly what love is - which is why I refrain from using the word when I could use other words and be able to pack more meaning into my sentence. If there was truly love in what I was explaining in the first place, the meaning should not be harmed by picking different words as long as the original thought is unchanged. The commitment to infinity allows me to violate Self, Soul and Reality in any ways I desire. Total freedom. It may seem as if this is dangerous or uncalled for but I found it was necessary in order to absorb the knowledge I was needing and still need. The commitment to Infinity brings me closer, not farther, from God, as I have chosen to come closer rather than use my commitment to go away. True freedom is true spirituality, which means you cannot limit yourself. You must give yourself the freedom to do whatever you please. This is what I believe. From this information you should be able to deduce whether we are similar or not. Or perhaps you don't need to - as we are all God, and as such are similar but varied in all aspects.
One thing I feel separates me from most wanderers is that I feel I have the ability to absorb information straight out of the cosmos (although most wanderers incarnate with innate knowledge of that which they desire to learn) - which is the only explanation I have for the relative ease for which I have learned some things. Unique concepts pop into my mind. I do not understand it yet. Or perhaps I once fell from multidimensionality but am now able to re-learn my previous ascension through memory. But I feel there is this man standing at a gate inside my mind - and the gate is my memory. I have not learned how to control the gate yet, and certainly don't know why the man is there in the first place. Something reminds me of things I have learned about hypnosis. Perhaps I have been brainwashed. Maybe I can make him explode into a million tiny pieces if I try hard enough and claim the gate to my own memory. That may not seem a very loving thought but if we cannot define all of reality as love, then the concept of love becomes very subjective and subject to faulty opinions.
Anyways, you can consider this me chatting, as it is not entirely on-topic. The warm mood here encourages me to do so. I am sure there are others who have something interesting to say about the topic. It wasn't easy for me to put it all together, so the topic title might not match the actual topic very well. Oh well, it seems the point has not been missed yet.
Good day to you.
- memorandem
I thank you for your reply. As for differences or similarities between us, I cannot through what text you provided understand your meaning (referring to your last paragraph). What I can say is that I had such very strong desires to understand truth in my beginning this incarnation that I have made two very strong commitments. The first, was a commitment to reason. This commitment was me saying "no matter what, everything I will ever do will make sense to me, and will have a purpose". This gives me the freedom to do anything I want (because I WANT to do it and I know WHY), and is necessary groundwork. I did not feel it very strongly. But I chose to do it this way, and I summoned up all my will in order to make this commitment. Without this commitment I would be lost. The second commitment is what I call the commitment to Infinity. It is not easy to sum up in words. In my mind at that time it had nothing to do with love. I am still not sure as of yet exactly what love is - which is why I refrain from using the word when I could use other words and be able to pack more meaning into my sentence. If there was truly love in what I was explaining in the first place, the meaning should not be harmed by picking different words as long as the original thought is unchanged. The commitment to infinity allows me to violate Self, Soul and Reality in any ways I desire. Total freedom. It may seem as if this is dangerous or uncalled for but I found it was necessary in order to absorb the knowledge I was needing and still need. The commitment to Infinity brings me closer, not farther, from God, as I have chosen to come closer rather than use my commitment to go away. True freedom is true spirituality, which means you cannot limit yourself. You must give yourself the freedom to do whatever you please. This is what I believe. From this information you should be able to deduce whether we are similar or not. Or perhaps you don't need to - as we are all God, and as such are similar but varied in all aspects.
One thing I feel separates me from most wanderers is that I feel I have the ability to absorb information straight out of the cosmos (although most wanderers incarnate with innate knowledge of that which they desire to learn) - which is the only explanation I have for the relative ease for which I have learned some things. Unique concepts pop into my mind. I do not understand it yet. Or perhaps I once fell from multidimensionality but am now able to re-learn my previous ascension through memory. But I feel there is this man standing at a gate inside my mind - and the gate is my memory. I have not learned how to control the gate yet, and certainly don't know why the man is there in the first place. Something reminds me of things I have learned about hypnosis. Perhaps I have been brainwashed. Maybe I can make him explode into a million tiny pieces if I try hard enough and claim the gate to my own memory. That may not seem a very loving thought but if we cannot define all of reality as love, then the concept of love becomes very subjective and subject to faulty opinions.
Anyways, you can consider this me chatting, as it is not entirely on-topic. The warm mood here encourages me to do so. I am sure there are others who have something interesting to say about the topic. It wasn't easy for me to put it all together, so the topic title might not match the actual topic very well. Oh well, it seems the point has not been missed yet.
Good day to you.
- memorandem