tipping point

[Questioner]

I'm fearful of this spontaneous enlightenment thing, this tipping point. Has anyone heard of that before? This is the 3rd time for me looking over the edge, and not jumping.

I wonder if this is how harvest will work.

You might find comfort in re-reading what Ra and Q'uo have to say about the nature of Harvest. I think that your experience of being forced to an edge, and nearly pushed over with instability, is not related to the Law of One description of Harvest.

The second class of those who ward this process are those of the Confederation who have the honor/duty of standing in the small places at the edge of the steps of light/love so that those entities being harvested will not, no matter how confused or unable to make contact with their Higher Self, stumble and fall away for any reason other than the strength of the light. These Confederation entities catch those who stumble and set them aright so that they may continue into the light..... Thus the harvest is automatic in that those harvested will respond according to that which is unchangeable during harvest. That is the violet ray emanation. However, these helpers are around to ensure a proper harvesting so that each entity may have the fullest opportunity to express its violet ray selfhood.

The spirit complex of each harvested entity moves along the line of light until the light grows too glaring, at which time the entity stops.

Each mind/body/spirit complex has its own patterns of activation and its own rhythms of awakening. The important thing for harvest is the harmonious balance between the various energy centers of the mind/body/spirit complex.

(after harvest)

be placed in the correct true color locus in space/time and time/space at which time the healings and learn/teachings necessary shall be completed and further incarnation needs determined.

The seniority of vibration is to be likened unto placing various grades of liquids in the same glass. Some will rise to the top; others will sink to the bottom. Layers and layers of entities will ensue. As harvest draws near, those filled with the most light and love will naturally, and without supervision, be in line, shall we say, for the experience of incarnation.

The connection between polarization and harvestability is most important in third-density harvest. In this density an increase in the serving of others or the serving of self will almost inevitably increase the ability of an entity to enjoy an higher intensity of light. Thus in this density, we may say, it is hardly possible to polarize without increasing in harvestability.

Taking these together, as I see it the Harvest is a process that is carefully and lovingly guided and assisted. In this process, entities are provided increasing amounts of light and love. Each entity will say for itself, "That's enough for me now, thanks." This will be a nonverbal and automatic expression of the entity's totally integrated identity and level of readiness for further experiences.

In the Harvest out of 3D, the totality of our life energy, as expressed by the violet ray, is the indicator used to guide us to the right outcome for us after Harvest. In 3D, our best preparation for STO Harvest is to know ourselves and to know others through loving kindness and holistic integration of apparent opposites. This is true whether we are Wanderers bringing light to others, or non-Wanderers welcoming light into our own lives for the first time. After Harvest, we effortlessly find ourselves in a situation that brings further healing and growth.

At every point, that's different than the experience you described.

I would encourage you to pray or meditate, whatever that means to you, on the theme of being free of catalyst that only serves to startle and scare you, that separates you from those you love, shoves you to the edge of contradictions and threatens to push you over that edge. If there is a way that these experiences are supposed to support your life mission and aid in this world's Harvest, then you need to know what that way is.

As far as you can tell, these experiences come up suddenly, and they always destabilize and interfere with the good you seek to do in this life. They disintegrate your awareness of cause and effect. They scatter your focus on free will choices. They snuff out ordinary consciousness but they do not replace it with enlightenment.

These experiences might be right about pointing out illusion. However, if you have chosen to visit the cinema, a sudden spotlight which interrupts the experience, highlighting the flatness of the screen, only prevents you from gaining all you hoped to find from watching the story. You find the intrusion scary and disorienting. Notice how many times the Biblical angels said, "fear not." There seems to be a whiff of fear from your experiences.

What happens if you ask for these experiences to stop coming intrusively, for any good purpose to be served another way if possible. What happens if you request protection freeing you from them if they have any kind of negative source or corruption. What happens if you ask for their origin to be made clear to you.

What happens if you insist that, if they are a negative greeting, they stop disrupting your life; and if they are a positive attempt to help, they switch to helping you in a way you can integrate fully without getting discombobulated.