08-19-2010, 12:29 PM
Why hold it back? If the situation you are in is safe, so at home, with a loved one present. Go check it out. It's not as if they'll drag you out by your hair, it remains your choice. More importantly, right now you're only seeing one perspective on the event. "It is aproaching" this is a bit frightening. What if the event isn't as big as you expect? What if it is a minor readjustment of your energy, a catalyst speaking through death imagery...
I highly doubt that you will die sitting on a bed. I doubt even more that you'd be able to not die sitting on a bed if it is what must be. What you have here isn't your free will protecting you against your death. It's your subconscious fears manifesting themselves and you're approaching a cycle to get locked into. Every time you avoid this death you will be more likely to do so the next time. The only way out is to break your program. Do the opposite of what you would do. Face death. Death in the occult is an initiation or a symbol for change and not a termination.
I once had the extreme sense of death waiting outside my door. I resisted it for an hour. Then I went to look. Death wasn't there... Just the realization that we're able to frighten ourselves.
I highly doubt that you will die sitting on a bed. I doubt even more that you'd be able to not die sitting on a bed if it is what must be. What you have here isn't your free will protecting you against your death. It's your subconscious fears manifesting themselves and you're approaching a cycle to get locked into. Every time you avoid this death you will be more likely to do so the next time. The only way out is to break your program. Do the opposite of what you would do. Face death. Death in the occult is an initiation or a symbol for change and not a termination.
I once had the extreme sense of death waiting outside my door. I resisted it for an hour. Then I went to look. Death wasn't there... Just the realization that we're able to frighten ourselves.