To take responsibility of/for One’s Thoughts (question)

[anagogy]

Put another way, all your actions are actually thoughts occuring on a particular level of consciousness. Whereas what we consider internal thoughts happen on another level, but it's all thoughts.

I also agree with this mode of thinking.

It really does help to understand that all that exists is thought.  Whatever you see, whether it be a book, a tree, a car, a person.  All of it, without exception, is a crystallization of thought.  

Physical things are just "tangible thoughts".  Part of this thought/gestalt/reality is predicated on the awareness of it "being outside of 'me'" and having "defined physical parameters".  So the next vibration up is a slightly less tangible version of this in the lower astral, and another less tangible layer connecting to the previous layer, and so on till all the interlocking subtle bodies form a chain of vibrational causation up to pure formless Beingness.  Imagine snow sitting on a glacier, that is floating in the water.  Perfect analogy for crystallizations of thought, sitting in a sea of yet less crystallized/tangible thought.

So finding alignment with some physical condition in your life really does boil down to finding the pure thoughts, because if you had found the perfect thoughts that matched it, you couldn't help but also be experiencing its reality also, because, as we just discussed, those physical conditions are just amassings of thought.  All realities are this way.

This is why you "create your own reality", you can't help but create your own reality.  You are always creating your own reality, automatically, all the time.  And when you really get into this work you start to get to more and more deeper threads of thought.  There are hidden aspects that only become revealed though deep meditation on specific things, and you start to tap into the more subtle currents of subjective consciousness generating a specific physical reality.  It may be surprising to hear, but what we call "genius" is just attention to a subject.  Enough "pure" attention to anything will result in more and more amassing of thought.  Sometimes attention to a given subject was amassed in previous lives, and this is why some people appear to be born prodigies of this or that.  

They simply built up momentum on a given subject which was then on tap in latent unconscious form in this lifetime.